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July 07

How messy are my feelings
How messy am I?
I want it, and when I get it
I question my right to have it
Am I really that sad!

Dwelling In my own self
I ask the question
And I give the answer
And I, willingly play the game
Endlessly
Until my end
I will play because
This is who I am
I will always question my self
Needlessly
Find faults in my self
While loving me
I will find them, highlight them
Make the world my witness
To get stronger I will drop my self
Thinking that this is the only way
To stand tall !
I fairly admit that I don’t deserve what I have
But again who does ?

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	Alexwrote: Think of your past as a rope. Your history is strong and bound tight, you know what is happened in your past. But your future is still tethers, coming together in the present to create who you are. There is no program to humanity, we are a collection of messy ideals and ideas that creates the beauty of individuality. No one deserves what they have this is true, but we all deserve to give and let others give to us. The reason we stand tall is to help others up, no rank is deserved but is earnt... by willing to get on our knees to reach those less fortunate. Best Wishes, you always provide a source of reflection :) Aug. 4
	Michiko's spacewrote: Are you still have messy feelings? that I hope not a last long time? you are still younger age it should be look at the bright side of things. Enjoy yourlife,thinking of you. Michiko Aug. 4
	ßitterSweeţwrote: ooo if u like i can suggest some try to get 'bheja fry' (its a comedy tho i dunoo if the effect would come out with subtitles..would be great if u understand bits of hindi) among serious movies theres a lot..depends if you want to see an old hindi movie or a new one...among new movies i cant recall anything serious..amongst old there are many! lemme know.. Aug. 2
	ßitterSweeţwrote: hmmm the last hindi movie i saw was 'new york' i think..nothing much to watch these days..bollywood.. love aaj kal has just released..should be nice. u watch bollywood movies? :) July 30
	ßitterSweeţwrote: well..not together. yep you're right bout the SLR bit..had to leave it at home cuz my sister would need it in college :( bombay..still settling in..not a new city but discovering new things/places..huge this city is! hws things at your end? July 28
	ßitterSweeţwrote: still together? what u referring to.. nothing was overly eventful..cant really mention that stuff here. hw goes life with you..i have moved cities..in bombay now..for a while atleast! July 26
	Michiko's spacewrote: This a great post, Your positive thinking that "To stronger I will drop myself and toward to bright way :-) Now I understand why my post "Copy cat Suiside that you don't understand.... I'm bit likes you it always look forward to live mylife... Have a great weekend, Michiko July 26
	ßitterSweeţwrote: what you write always sums up my current life situation to the T! July 7

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