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July 27 Thank GodThe roads can seem so dark And you can easily lose the map Don’t panic You can still skip this It doesn't have to look so good Cause reality sometimes is misunderstood Just move forward and trust in him He will never let go of you So Take that step Don’t misjudge Always think And in him Always trust
 April 30 When will I BEMaybe I am not losing But I am not winning And I can't do this any more To be in between forever hurts I can't find anything that I am perfect at I mean 99 % perfect at Nothing ... even with omelette! I am not a writer I am not a scientist I am not an artiest I am not anything in particular Just a little of this and that I am Unfound yet !  March 05 Reality
Trimming my thoughts to fit my reality Stopping my mind form going too far I don’t get why we suffocate ourselves And others I face reality day by day And i am afraid from that day When i will choose not to face it Anymore I am afraid from that day when O2 no longer have access to my brain  January 29 Don’t be depressedThey tell you Don’t be depressed You are young You know nothing about real life It is not easy to fix things and you will probably fail But still don’t be depressed They will tell you This is the way it is We know it is wrong BUT this is the way it is You can do nothing about it But still don’t be depressed You try to ask Why is it that way? Why can't we change it? Why can't we fix it? They will call you young with a smirk And won't answer you They will ask you to just care about these small steps Don’t think beyond And after a minute of that The same person will say "The problem in our organization is ... we don’t have a vision" !!!  December 09 I Miss The RainWhen it Rains Everything change The streets smell sweetly old The trees look alive and younger The colour green is only then truly known The sands so pleased like a chilled that have just been tucked Skies warmer than a human heart The air so smooth and huggable Even I I feel more like me When it Rains
 November 17 Random Dream
Spreading my butterflies to fly for me For I know I am only a human Whispering the old old words to the winds They will carry it for me … they are that kind You can see my fingerprints on the new painted walls I like it that way … they remind me of my existence Or maybe to keep it like little track of me … I will imagine a wild black Horse and he will be my best friend We will run to nowhere and be in everywhere The road to my house will be very clear and very easy to find You just get out of your home wherever you are Look up See that beautiful light in the darkness I live up there in that lovely moon You can visit any time for the moon is very generous No doors are there only holes that can hold you long enough Without suffocating you . . . I know … I know I have to wakeup It is morning already !  November 12 Pain...This pain is deeper than deep This pain is a new chapter This pain is like never before And hopefully never after This pain is more it is agony Mixed with a new blocking therapy A blocking that is leading to nowhere THIS IS unbearable, unspeakable and not understandable Kind of pain Or more specifically The cause of it is so This is ME not knowing what to do I don’t even have a clue This is me falling . . .
To pick me up … again !
I think I need some time off I will try to come back soon (something is telling me I can't leave for long :)  October 30 Not right !It is easier to look the other way When someone is asking for help
It is easier to pretend not to see the light When others don’t
It is easier to pass the difficult moments By shutting down your self
It is easier to hate every thing When it is hard to understand
Yah it is easier . . . Yah it is easier
But it is not right  October 20 Random3
Ok here are some random thoughts only because I wanted to put something here but nothing came out so I will not force my self … Here you go sorry …
Hello… Hello I am saying And I want to say Goodbye Hello To them I am saying And I know how they feel about my Hello Hello Ahhh Hello I hate this word when I have to say it to Them
I hate it when people act and lie ! I can understand when some one is lying to got out of some troubles Even if I don’t approve of it I understand But to act all the time All the time I feel tired just by watching them And lately I have been unable to even watch them
(Simplicity) I love you But i can't find you !
October 06 Try it :)
Hello there
How is every body?! Hope you are all doing Great ^_^ today I thought about repeating that (writing a picture) thing
but today with only one line so plz try it :)
I want to smile but my eyes are not willing to
September 27 They're all the same
Stumbling in thoughts with no aim While knowing that all days are the same Different people but same actions Different places but one feeling Eager to find a better day I travel still… . . . But still… They're all the same
September 20 What I was thinking after watching howl's the moving castle
Lately I have been thinking What would I choose if I had a door That opens to three places? I can choose any destination So I thought my three places have to give me Something
The first door will tack me to a place where my heart can cry freely And my soul can rely on someone with a greater power Some one who can't be wrong Someone who I can totally trust and depend on … Only him
The second door will tack me to a place where I can be anything A Butterfly then a fish A wild horse then a drop of rain I can be, feel and see through them all
The third door will tack me to a place where I don’t have to fix any thing Because every thing is more than perfect It is a place where Wars, ignorance, poverty and injustice Don’t exist
I found the first place in my prayers; it is the only thing that keeps me going The second place is my imagination; it is what probably will Drive me crazy The third place …well I did not find it yet, and I long to … I really do...  September 07 My internship
Fight Fight Fight I would like to not do that for a change Why can't I have a break? Every part is harder than the other I think that this is why they call it (Growing up)! I want to just be With nothing to stop me I want it to be Simple Right And Peaceful Just for once . . . Just for once
p.s: the picture was painted digitally by my brother .
August 25 We care but not that muchDid you ever go to a play? Or heard a deep speech? Saw a beautiful painting?
You know how people clap their hands in the end Showing whoever that what he or she did was worth their approval Even if the painter, actor or writer did not care about people opinion He wants to hear that clap Because In the end even if we tried to hide it We like to be appreciated We like to know that people care We want them to see that we are great We even want them to tell us So Basically we all Care about what people think But Some of us will never change who they are …regardless of what people think Even after the silence that is caused by other disapproval They will never change Maybe feel little bit sad Or really sad But will never change Because they know that hearing people appreciation on something That they pretend to be … is not at all worth hearing Actually it is Terrifying Toxic And ugly
August 15 I over think i over feelWhy do I carry this burden? I lack the perfection And I don’t have the power
Why do I carry this burden? For those who I don’t know When maybe they don’t even bother
Why do I carry this burden? It is killing me slow And I can't stop it
I tried I stopped watching the news Five minutes a week is more than enough to make me feel sick
Knowing new information about the education in my country can get me So furious And unaware of my self… tears are appearing Because I know that no body cares And for those who cares … they are doing nothing just like me
God I wish I can stop this circle Fix all this wrong rules All this stupidity And I mean the rules that when asked Why do we have to do them? Or why can't we do it that way The answer will NOT be Because it is the right way BUT Because we have been doing this for long long time … you can't change it Plus a smirk
So external or internal I carry the burden Why can't I get it I am only a human one human? I should care about what I did wrong and how to fix it Not to carry the world on my shoulder Because I simply can't
Ok that is something that I just felt writing I don’t know If it is because I am angry right now but this is how I feel… I am tired
August 03 Tiger Hello every body sorry for taking so long to update I was really busy lately or maybe worried is the right word. just after I took some pictures of my cat to put them on my space because some of you thought that the pictures in my previous post is for my cat and after a lot of resisting from tiger I took some pretty nice pictures BUT after only one day we let tiger our cat out into the balcony " we have been doing this for a while now" and was watching TV in my brother room down stairs which happened to be exactly under the balcony … I wanted to go upstairs so I told my sister to stay and keep the TV on and that I am coming back and just when I reached the stairs I heard her screaming she came running and told me that she heard some cats fighting " my sisters always get scared for no good reason like aaaaaah I saw a cockroach and yah cats always fight in our compound " so for some reason I wondered where tiger "our cat" was I asked my brother he told me that he let him out in the balcony . So we all went to the balcony … didn't find him there we always keep the balcony door open so we thought maybe he came in we looked for him in the other rooms then my sister said look outside the window … ok now I was moving the Curtains and my mind was not expecting this I mean really I was not …I found my cat tiger standing in the end part of the window bleeding from his head his legs and hands it was his head that really made me cry I couldn't believe it why is tiger outside in the garden with blood all over him I think I stopped thinking for a while I was not expecting this his eyes where focused on me and my brother... he was scared and confused just like me. I grabbed a towel and went out with my brother and took him cleaned some of his wounds with water took him inside to the bathroom searched for how to clean a cat wound my sister did that she found that water and salt is what we should use I was going to use alcohol swabs but any way we couldn't take him to the vet until 8:30 in the morning it was 1:30 am so yahhhh I went craze for a while I couldn't clean him very well I was afraid to do something wrong I couldn't sleep until fager prayers I slept like 2 hours then took the cat to the vet came back to take him at 5 clock of course the vet made a joke about our cat name
The vet :what is his name Me : tiger I was kind whispering because I new what was coming The vet : ha ha ha tiger amm and beaten! Me : *&$%£"$% inside Any way we took him back home and he was quiet for 2 days >_< but then he came back he was him self again . I couldn't but think of what Billy have said in his comment on my last post about being ready for something and not having it until we feel we are ready to . Thank God I was not in a hurry like my cat or I would be wounded just like him but with no one to notice.
Ok …still reading congratulations you are a patient person you are still here reading this craze story about a person and a wounded cat ^_^
The Good news here is that Tiger is better now and soon enough I will tack some pictures of him to post them here but he will have some scares … the funny thing is we all thought that he will never want to go out again but after only 2 days he is mewing again ^_^ and actually tried to scratch the "stupid cat that hurt him before " by putting his hands under the door as soon as he smelt him …my cat deserve to be called Tiger coz he have a tiger heart . Love you tiger.
July 11 My Cat Am I just like my cat? I have always wondered Why does my cat stay all night and day Near the out door meowing And just when I open the door for him He runs away not out side but inside Why Why can't he go for it He seems like he want it so bad So why But Don’t we human do the same? Some times it is a job Or a major change … anything that we long for And want to get But when we have it We run a way form it In a different way I think it is because we are not ready yet for it I can't think of any other reason Just not the right time or We can be crazy!!! So I will go for not the right time reason And I will wait for that day The day my cat is ready Ready to walk out that door Because I LOVE MY CAT ^_^  |
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